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The Deserts Eye
By Tarryn Averill

Golden Beams of Suspicion spill from the harlots eye; Gracefully floating in the liquid sapphire abyss.

The Crippled wolf’s course and dry fur burn under the beams. This wolf was like no other, He knew of the horrors of what happened when Sapphire turned Onyx. Vines of Hatred would wiggle their way out of the sands like fingers and try to snuff his light out. Wise with Death, the wolf knew one day his luck would run out.

In this cruel pinwheel of life Wisdom was a curse. Wolf knew that every creature under the deserts Eye would surrender to the darkness; submitting their free will . This cycle would continue till the Desert’s eye went blind and the Desert’s hands had no place to hide. The wolf’s Light was nothing but a frail fluttering moth in a gust of wind. One day the vine would satisfy their kleptomania habits and steal The Wolf away for their own.
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Tarryn Averill
Slice of Life
May 26, 2008

I don’t have any events that were real “bonding” moments with any of family. I was always with my Grandma’ or aunt because my parents weren’t in the best of situations at the time of me growing up. But there is one thing that happened to me when I was little that I will always remember.

It was just a normal weekend day except for the fact that my best friend who live on the First floor of the same apartment complex as us was sick. My older brother was running around with his friends and my younger brother was to small to play with at the time.

So with nothing better to do I decided to read a children’s book. I heard my father calling my name. I can’t remember why I thought I was trouble but I just remember panicking at the thought of being punished so I did the first thing I could think of. I pretended to be sleeping. I didn’t know what to do or if I should say anything I just laid there waiting. Waiting for what I don’t know but what he did in those few moments have had to been one of the most happiest moments in my life. My dad didn’t do anything Spectacular of splendiferous; all he did was tuck me in, Kiss my forehead, and said “I love you…”

I don’t know what he was thinking in that moments or why he was calling my name in the first place. I’m also sure that if I mentioned this event to him he would say that he didn’t remember it and just joke it off. In my heart that is the one event in my life that I treasure the most.
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The Misadventures of Twilight High:


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Put an "x" by each question that's true for you.


[] You've never done drugs
[] You have a lot of friends
[] You get along with everyone
[] You haven't made fun of someone for at least two months
[] You love soccer
[] You love baseball/softball
[x] You're into writing and art
[] Favorite music genre is pop rock
[x] You believe in "innocent until
proven guilty" theory
[] Abortion is wrong
[x] The war against Iraq is unneeded
[x] One of your favorite colors is
red or gold
[] Good grades at school
[] One of the worst things you can do
is lie
[x] You plan on going to college



[x] You're content with mostly everything in your life right now.
[x] You laugh a lot.
[] You like to follow trends.
[x] Politics suck.
[] You love to swim
[] Water polo is awesome
[] Pink is one of your favorite colors
[] Black is morbid & depressing
[] Michael Jackson is talented as a musical artist
[] You're an optimist.
[] You're completely straight-edge.
[x] You're very emotional.
[] Rap, R&B, & hip-hop is your
favorite music genre
[] You don't believe in going steady at a young age
[x] You've made fun of at least one person this week.



[] You're depressed to a certain
[x] You love to read.
[x] You appreciate theater & arts.
[x] Sports suck.
[x] You're shy.
[] Bush is trying his hardest
[] You've been in love before
[] You're VERY smart
[] Hate is completely unneeded.
[x] Loyalty is the MOST important thing in a relationship
[x] Emo/screamo/indie is one of your
favorite genre of music.
[x] Every once in awhile you have little anger outbursts.
[x] Lying is sometimes okay
[x] Red is one of your favorite colors.
[] Serious is better than funny.



[x] There's at least one person you hate.
[] Basketball is a good sport.
[] Football is amazing though not completely.
[x] Black is a cool color.
[x] You've lied about something
[x] You're a very deep person.
[x] You have considered suicide.
[x] Very loyal.
[x] Favorite music genre is metal.
[] They make school seem more important than it is.
[x] You're scared to grow up.
[x] You've done drugs in the past
[x] Anger is one of your primary
[x] You have trust issues.
[] Guilty until proven innocent.
[x] Wants to work independently
[x] Makes fun of others at times

Total: 13

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Seven13 - 1 Corinthians 13

If I speak in the tongues[a of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames, but have not love, I gain nothing. Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres....... And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love

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((Bold are the ones I do/Like/Believe/Am))


I look EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists.
I'm BLACK, so I MUST carry a gun.
I'm HISPANIC, so I MUST be dirty.
I'm ASIAN, so I MUST be smart.
I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy.
I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS.
I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape.
I'm ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist.
I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch {+}
, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat.
I'm an ATHEIST, so I MUST hate the world.
I DON'T HAVE A RELIGION, so I MUST not have morals.
I'm REPUBLICAN, so I MUST not care about poor people.
I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible.
I'm JAMICAN so I must smoke weed.
I am LIBERAL, so I MUST be gay.
I'm SOUTHERN, so I MUST be white trash.
I'm a GUY, so I MUST only want to get into your pants.
I'm IRISH, so I MUST have a bad drinking problem.
I'm INDIAN, so I MUST own a convenient store.
I'm NATIVE AMERICAN, so I MUST dance around a fire screaming like a savage.
I'm PREPPY, so I MUST shun those who don't wear Abercrombie & Hollister.
I'm a CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be a stuck up whore.
I'm on a DANCE team, so I must be stupid, stuck up, and a whore.
I wear skirts a lot, so I MUST be a slut.
I'm a PUNK, so I MUST do drugs.
I'm YOUNG, so I MUST be naive.
I'm RICH, so I MUST be a conceited snob.
I WEAR BLACK, so I MUST be a goth.
I'm BLONDE, so I MUST be a stupid ditz.
I'm a WHITE GIRL, so I MUST be a nagging, steal-your-money kind of girlfriend.
I'm CUBAN, so I MUST spend my spare time rolling cigars.
I'm MEXICAN, so I MUST have hopped the border.
I'm NOT A VIRGIN, so I MUST be easy.
I FELL IN LOVE WITH A MARRIED MAN, so I MUST be a home-wrecking whore.
I'm a TEENAGE MOM, so I MUST be an irresponsible slut.
I'm POLISH, so I MUST wear my socks with my sandals.
I'm ITALIAN, so I must have a big peter.
I GOT A CAR FOR MY BIRTHDAY, so I MUST be a spoiled brat.
I'm PRETTY, so I MUST not be a virgin.
I HAVE STRAIGHT A'S, so I MUST have no social life.
I DYE MY HAIR CRAZY COLORS, so I MUST be looking for attention.
I DRESS IN UNUSUAL WAYS so I MUST be looking for attention.
I'm INTO THEATER ART, so I MUST be a homosexual.
I'm a VEGETARIAN, so I MUST be a crazy political activist.
I HAVE A BUNCH OF GUY FRIENDS, so I MUST be fucking them all.
I HAVE BIG BOOBS, so I MUST be a whore.
I'm COLOMBIAN, so I MUST be a drug dealer.
I WEAR WHAT I WANT, so I MUST be a poser.
I'm RUSSIAN, so I MUST be cool.
I'm GERMAN, so I MUST be a Nazi.
I hang out with GAYS, so I MUST be GAY TOO.
I'm PUERTO RICAN, so I MUST look good and be conceited.
I'm SALVADORIAN, so I MUST be in MS 13.
I'm POLISH, so I MUST be greedy.
I'm HAWAIIAN, so I MUST be lazy.
I'm a STONER, so I MUST be going in the wrong direction.
I'm a VIRGIN, so I MUST be a prude.
I'm a FEMALE GAMER, so I MUST be ugly or crazy.
I'm BLACK, so I MUST love watermelon and fried chicken.
I'm BI, so I MUST think every person I see is hot.
I'm ASIAN, so I MUST have a small penis.
I'm a GUY CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be gay.
I'm SKINNY, so I MUST be anorexic.
I'm PREP, so I MUST be rich.
I don't like the SUN so I MUST be albino.
I have a lot of FRIENDS, so I MUST love to drink and party.
I wear tight PANTS and I'm a guy, so I MUST be emo.
I couldn't hurt a FLY, So I MUST be a pussy.
I support GAY RIGHTS, so I MUST fit in with everyone.
I hang out with teenaged drinkers and smokers, so I MUST smoke and drink too.
I'm CHRISTIAN, so I MUST hate gay people.
I have ARTISTIC TALENT, so I MUST think little of those who don't.
I don't like to be in a BIG GROUP, so I MUST be anti-social.
I have a DIFFERENT sense of HUMOR, so I MUST be crazy.
I tell people OFF, so I MUST be an overcontrolling bitch.
My hair gets GREASY alot, so I MUST have no hygiene skills.
I'm DEFENSIVE, so I MUST be overcontrolling and a bitch.
I'm a NUDIST, so I MUST want everyone to see my boobs.
I read Comics, so I MUST be a loser.
I hang out with a FORMER PROSTITUTE so I MUST be a whore myself.
I'm TEXAN so I MUST ride a horse.
I’m a GOTH, so I MUST be a Satanist.
I’m a CROSSDRESSER, so I Must be homosexual.
I draw ANIME so I MUST be a freak.
I am a FANGIRL so I MUST be a crazy, obsessed stalker.
I WATCH PORN so I MUST be perverted.
I'm an ONLY CHILD so I MUST be spoiled.
I'm INTELLIGENT so I MUST be weak.
I am AMERICAN so I MUST be obese, loud-mouthed and arrogant.
I'm WELSH so I MUST love sheep.
I’m a YOUNG WRITER, so I MUST be emo.
I’m CANADIAN, so I MUST talk with a funny accent.
I'm a GUY, so I MUST ditch my pregnant girlfriend.
I'm CANADIAN, so I MUST love hockey and beavers.
I'm DISABLED, so I MUST be on Welfare.
I'm a FEMINIST, so I MUST have a problem with sexuality and I want to castrate every man on the earth.
I WEAR A BIG SUNHAT when I go outside, so I MUST be stupid.
I like BLOOD, so I must be a VAMPIRE.
I'm ALBINO, so I MUST be an evil person with mental abilities and is A MURDERER!
I'm ENGLISH, so I MUST speak with either a cockney or a posh accent, love tea and cricket, and have bad teeth.
I’m WHITE, so I MUST be responsible for everything going wrong on the planet: past, present, and future.
I don't like YAOI or YURI, so I must be a HOMOPHOBE.
I’m not the most POPULAR person in school, so I MUST be a loser.
I care about the ENVIRONMENT...I MUST be a tree hugging hippie.
I have a FAN CHARACTER, so it MUST be an annoying Mary-sue.
I CHAT, so I MUST be having cyber sex.
I'm PAGAN so I MUST sacrifice babies and drink the blood of virgins.
I'm PAGAN so I MUST worship Satan.
I'm CONSERVATIVE, so I MUST be against Abortion
I'm SWEDISH so I MUST be a tall blonde blue-eyed lesbian.
I'm a LESBIAN so I MUST want to get with every single girl that I see.
I like READING, so I MUST be a LONER.
I have my OWN spiritual ideology; therefore I MUST be WRONG or MISGUIDED.
I DISAGREE with my government, so I MUST be a TERRORIST.
I am a WITCH, so I MUST be and OLD HAG and fly on a broomstick.
I love YAOI, so I MUST be GAY.
I DON'T CURSE, so I MUST be an outcast.
I like GAMES, ANIME and COMICS, so I MUST be childish.
I'm SWEDISH, therefore I MUST be WHITE.
I SPOT GRAMMATICAL ERRORS, so I MUST be a pedantic bastard.
I'm GOTHIC, so I MUST be mean.
I’m STRONG so I MUST be stupid.
I'm Australian so I MUST hunt crocodiles and talk to kangaroos.
I go to RENFAIRES, so I MUST talk weird, be a loser, and not be up with the times.
I’m GAY so I’m after EVERY straight guy around.
I don’t want a BOYFRIEND so I MUST be Lesbian.
I'm NOT CHRISTIAN so I MUST just need converting.
I love marching bands, so I MUST be a friendless freak.
I DRINK and SMOKE, so I MUST have no life.
I HATE RAP music so I MUST not fit in.
I move around ALOT so I MUST not fit in anywhere.
I call my friends GOOD LOOKING so I MUST be Lesbian.
I've NEVER been kissed so I MUST not be good enough.
I'm a GUY so I MUST want sex ALL THE TIME.
I'm a CHRISTIAN so I MUST not listen to GOOD MUSIC.
I wear TRENCH COATS a lot, so I MUST be like those COLUMBINE KIDS.
I live in a RURAL AREA with horses and farms, I MUST be a stupid, back-water HICK.
I collect KNIVES, I MUST be a psycho killer.
I beleive in FAIRIES AND DRAGONS, so I MUST be out of touch with reality.

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What are you afraid of?

It's Strange really. I hate being Alone, yet there are times where I just want to curl up in my room and draw and read the hours away. There are these times when I'd fall asleep on accident and when I woke up everyone would be gone. No note or anything to tell me where they were or when they'd get back. Not only did it make me jumpy it made me a bit mad.

I guess I always had this fear of Needles too. Its nothing big, It's just I get a little freaked out when ever I'm about to get a shot. It doesn't effect me if I'm watching someone else getting the shot or if I'm just looking at one. Some of the blame for this fear, I believe has to do with those not-to-nice Nurses/doctors. They could be a little bit nicer when giving shots.
Though there was this one time when I was getting my Blood drawn, the lady was really nice and I didn't even feel the needle do in my arm or out for that matter.

I hate the Dark too. My room is so dark and at night my imagination warps the shadows into these gruesome creatures. I try not to think and to leave a light on but it doesn't help really because my grandma' or Dad will come in the middle of the night when I've finally been able to fall asleep only to have them turn the light off.
The really weird thing is though, its like my body senses that the lights been turned off and I wake up and I'm just frozen in shock and I can't move.

 It never used to bother me, I used to love the dark. But now I can't help but like light better maybe I'm just a Photophilia? Who knows right? Maybe I'm just disturbed, but then again so is everyone else it just depends on the level of how disturbed they are, yeah?


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I have to teach my mother how to use a computer when I'm..about five states away {how? Over the phone duh}

She should be calling my older brother not me~~!! D:
I guess I understand though, I mean most of the time Cale is talking to me about technology I'm always "Lol, wuuut?!?! "
Ugh, Oh well. I might get a chance to talk to the grandparents {I wubbly you Grandma Pat!!}
And I found the most kick ass Song EVER!! <333
Circle of Fire by Tempo
Plus I found a new {and funny} Anime "Desert Punk"

Its so~Funny xDDD
I mean you HAVE to see it. I personally like the episode with Fire Dragon Kong.

Man, I need someone to talk to D:
Well, I'll Probaly post some more stuff up later but for now
Later Tater!!

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Poll #1027908 Blech, For fun



...There is no numer three!!

Don't Believe 'em!! There is too!

Juice or coffe?

...Do you love me?

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I finally Don't have to share a room! It's about time too, but theres a down side of having the room I have...
It's so dark in there, it kinda creeps me out. {Damn you overreacting imagination!! Dx }
Now I need to try and talk my Grammie into letting me get a husky. I can already tell thats gunna be hard {D: }

Oh! On the 21st I went to a show, The Flexxx were there! It was so Awesome! { Their myspace = http://www.myspace.com/theflex }
There were these other guys too. They had us slow dance { xD } It was so much fun It was just me and Three other friends slow dancing. When we went outside so my friend could smoke,  we talked to the lead singer. he was really awesome too.

There was a fight at the place too. Some chickie was trying to run off with this other chickie's coat and when the girl grab her coat the chickie trying to run off with the coat { who also was drunk } slammed everything {Coat, Bottle of water, and glass of Rum} in her hands down onto the ground and some people had to drag her out of the place. There was glass every where and when it was all cleaned up and the floor was "dry" one of my friends {lindsay} slipped in the middle of our little mosh pit. {xD}
When we were waiting for Sarah's mum to come and pick us up The girl whose jacket almost got jacked was talking on her fun was talking about the lady trying to steal her jacket was waiting for her behind some bar and that she was gunna go over there and eat her face and pee on her {And before peeps start getting all anal on me, She was joking} and then she turned to us and said "RIGHT?", We were all "Yus'm!!"
I was so happy my Dad let me go { =3 }

Theres only a handful of troubles that have been going on in my life.
I need/want my Own computer. So I don't have to use my dads
I have to share with two other people and it sucks D= }
Also, My friends have gotten into fight, but I already know whats up and down in the fight. I hate to take sides but I have to admit that one side is wrong and could of avoided if they just kept the cake-holes shut!

Ah! That reminds me, the new Bleach episode {I'm not watching Adult swim Bleach} Was so funny. But Poor Chad and Renji having to taste test the cakes they made {It made them throw up xD}
I can't wait till all the fillers are over { D: }

We also bought the new Air Gear DVD, It's total sweatage {xD}
I love Akito and Agito {Don't know who they are...? WATCH AIR GEAR! YOU'LL LOVE IT}
I love the part where Akito Kisses Ikki {x3}

Well this is it. I'll prob'ly be posting a story up sometime but Don't count on quality xDD

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